And then even deep in his own selfishness and conceitedness, Jack had a moment of being able to recognize this moment for what it really was. It was awe. A feeling of experiencing something for the first time and being overwhelmed by the moment.

Jack had forgotten entirely what that was like and for a moment, he was jealous of her. He didn't like being jealous and so selfishness took over and he tugged on her hand as he continued forward.