Her eyes closed and she took a deep breath. Trying her best not to remember what it was like. Coming back to Luceti, awakening in the forests to realize that death hadn't sent her back to Panem. That all she had done in getting Clove to kill her was lose her song.

She had been stupid. So very stupid. And so full of grief and loss.

"It's not permanent," she finally says, voice quiet. Because she can't meet Effie's eyes. Not as she talks about this. "But you die. And you come back and you lose something. Something important to you."